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2001-03-15 - 10:12 pm�
Wallowing

I feel bleh today for no good reason. Work was back to being good again today, so that's not the cause of my bleh-ness. Also, the sun was shining and I got a big fat paycheque today, both of which should be enough to put me in a good mood.

I think my problem is that I've been thinking too much lately. Wallowing. Conjuring up memories of places and times that I'd much rather forget.

I do that sometimes. I wish I knew how to stop, or at least control it-- pick and choose the good days to wallow, when a bad mood wouldn't matter much.

Sometimes I wish I could just be completely happy and oblivious. Or maybe just completely unaffected-- numb.

It would be easier to be numb sometimes.

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