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2002-04-02 - 10:45 p.m.�
Same shit, different day

I think that just being at work has become stressful for me. I was in an excellent mood all weekend. I was in a good mood when I woke up this morning, yet somehow by no later than 10:00 this morning I was in a rotten, stressed out state. This has been happening a lot lately.

I don't think I'm handling my stress very well. Today I got into a um, disagreement with a coworker. We had words. Angry words. I believe I was in the right, but I do regret the way I handled myself. I was unnecessarily defensive, and a little rude. I didn't like myself today.

I need a change. This isn't healthy. I need a new job. I'm trying. I've been applying for other things. Unfortunately there isn't a hell of a lot to apply too. I don't want to apply to just anything-- I would not be any happier with a job that paid less than I'm making now. But I am starting to feel desperate. The thought of going through this day after day after day...

Sigh.

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