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I Should�ve Taken That Left Turn at Albuquerque |
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2001-09-25 - 10:41 p.m.� I want that apartment. I mean, I really want it. It is the best place I've looked at so far. (See yesterday's entry if you are confused and want a touch of back story.) I've been making plans for decorating it, and I've been plotting out the moving details all afternoon and evening. In other words, I am getting my hopes up way too high on this. I shouldn't be optimistic. I should really know better than to count on this, given the vacancy rate in this town, but damnit, I can't help it. I want this. I need something to work out. I've felt it for oh, about 2 weeks now. I just don't want to think about stuff. There are too many awful things going on in the world, and too many annoying things going on in my life, and it is all too much for me to think about. My brain is pretty much functioning on the level of "fire bad, tree pretty." (I know there are a few of you out there who get that.) Except now it's just "fire bad, apartment pretty." I have to fax the application tomorrow. They will supposedly let us know by Thursday. I hope I know before I go away to Toronto on Thursday. I want to know whether I should be spending my weekend celebrating or cheering myself up.
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The big 3 0 - 2006-06-03 Hello again - 2006-05-03 Random stuff in place of an actual update - 2006-03-15 Pictures. Just Because. - 2006-02-23 Christmas 05 - 2005-12-26 Currently listening to: |
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