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I Should�ve Taken That Left Turn at Albuquerque |
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2001-05-22 - 10:37 p.m.� Isn't this damned week over yet? Yeah, I know, I just got through a long weekend. One day of work week down, but only three to go. But three feels like three too many right now. I'm so stressed and cranky and tired. I don't even know why. No good reason. Work wasn't even that stressful today. Yeah, it's a bitch to have to cover the whole department while my supervisor is away on a two week vacation (and I get no vacation time as Contract!Girl). But honestly, it hasn't been that bad. I've been handling things okay. It's been busy, no denying that, but there hasn't been anything I can't handle. And there has been nothing really stressful or tiring going on in my non-work life. So I don't know what the hell my problem is right now. I hate feeling like this. I don't like myself when I get this way. I turn into a hideous moody, cranky little bitch woman. Far beyond my normal levels of moody, cranky bitchiness. I don't even want to be around myself right now. If I could avoid me, I would. I wish I could go somewhere. Somewhere where I could be completely alone, away from everything. Just for a day or two. A day or two away from my life, away from routines and structure, where I could do anything at all or nothing at all. It's a nice dream anyway.
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