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I Should�ve Taken That Left Turn at Albuquerque |
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2001-03-28 - 6:21 p.m.� Anytime I specifically want my hair to look good, I can almost guarantee that it won't. It's like Murphy's Law, if Murphy's Law was specific to my hair. So why do I care that my hair looks decent today? Because I am going out for coffee with my cousin, and she always looks fabulously gorgeous and glamourous, and I would like to be able to stand beside her and not look like I just fell off a turnip truck. More than that, I want her to think that I am cool, and together and much better than she thinks I am. That is a completely absurd statement, of course, seeing as I have no idea what she thinks of me, and I really shouldn't give a crap. Most of the time I don't care what people think of the way I look, but I have a chink in my armor of self-esteem when it comes to my family. My extended family, that is. The ones who have a tendency to treat my mom, brother and I like poor relations. My cousin has never treated us that way, but her family has, and it hurts. I don't like being looked down on, especially by people who are supposed to love and support me. Ahem. I sound like I am not looking forward to seeing my cousin, but that's actually not true. I'm really looking forward to it. I haven't seen her in a while, but I did always like her. I just feel that tonight I will like her better if my hair looks better than hers does. I am a shallow, shallow woman.
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