I Should�ve Taken That Left Turn at Albuquerque |
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2000-06-30 - 17:05:17� I am in a really bad mood today for no good reason. This seems to be happening to me quite a bit lately, and I don't like it. At least if I had a specific reason for feeling miserable I could deal with it and move on. There are, of course, all the normal reasons for me to be in a bad mood: the fact that I don't have a job (even though I did get a temp job, it's not exactly a solution), the fact that I am living in a tiny two bedroom apartment with my mom and my brother and half of my belongings are in storage, the fact that I am living in a city that I don't particularly like (and the fact that my best friend, one of the few good things about living in this city, is moving away in less than a month), and the fact that I am 24 and I don't have any direction in my life. Sigh. I don't know why this stuff only gets to me sometimes. If I can go through most days with a positive attitude that all this is temporary and one day my life will be a lot more stable, why can't I feel that way everyday? Today I just feel like crying, and I really hate crying. I think I need some ice cream. Yes, that will solve everything.
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