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2003-02-05 - 8:48 p.m.�
February Blues

My fingernails are shiny and blue, because sometimes shiny fingernails help my world seem a little shinier.

I miss wearing sandals. I miss painting my toenails green and having everyone be able to see then.

I miss doing my hair in the morning. I haven't done more than brush my hair and pull it into a low ponytail in months. There's just no point of spending any time styling my hair anymore. It's just going to get blown out of place or shoved in a hat.

I miss going out at lunch and sitting by the lakeshore with a book.

I miss waking up in the morning with the sun on my face.

And I've almost forgotten what I worry about on the way to work when I don't have to worry about whether or not I'm going to have to cancel all my volunteer services.

I have the urge to do something wacky. Something temporary and harmless, but something that would make me stand out, cause a scene. Like dying my hair fire engine red. Or showing up to work everyday wearing massive amounts of body glitter.

I hate February. It makes me feel trapped. It feels like winter is never going to end.

yesterday tomorrow

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