I Should�ve Taken That Left Turn at Albuquerque |
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2000-06-28 - 20:14:47� I've been reading through some of the other pubic diaries here on diaryland, and it occurs to me that I've forgotten exactly how to write in a diary. I used to keep a diary when I was younger. I had a little pink diary with a picture of a fluffy white cat on it. It had a lock that I always sometimes lost the key to, but it didn't matter because it was really easy to pick the lock with a barrette or a safety pin. It never really occured to me that if I could pick the lock easily, anyone else who wanted to could probably break into it as well. I was totally secure in the thought that I could write anything I wanted and then lock it away and keep it private. I've decided to make my entries here public which is probably why I'm having a little trouble getting this diary off the ground. Like anything that I write for public consumption, I want to censor myself a little. I worry that I might offend someone, or hurt their feelings. I worry that I make give a bad impression of myself, and say something that will cause others not to like me. I'll probably never be as comfortable and free with my feelings here as I was in that little pink diary. But I want to try and make a go of things without the false security of the easily pick-able lock. It's probably healthier this way anyway. :) I'm probably making waaaay too much out of this. I tend to over-analyse things sometimes...
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